May 5, 2026

Late Youth as a Political Condition: On Didier Eribon, Unfinished Adulthood, and the Life One Never Quite Manages to Enter Fully

In Return to Reims, Eribon writes about an adulthood that does not arrive with success. One can acquire language, status, and a name, and still continue assembling oneself out of shame, rupture, and other people’s expectations.
April 29, 2026

Disappear, My Russia

Russia is once again learning to see itself through someone else’s eyes — through the eyes of Merezhkovsky’s Vasyuta: “some milk, maybe… but I don’t feel like it”. And that “I don’t feel like it” is enough to describe today’s reaction and the war.
April 26, 2026

The Privilege of Reversibility

I now see My Own Private Idaho not as a film about beautiful rootlessness, but as a film about the difference between those who have an “afterwards” and those who don’t.
April 24, 2026

The Somatics of Queer Flaw: How Thought Inevitably Gets Bogged Down in The Body, The Frame, and Biography

Why No Skin Off My Ass matters not only as a film, but as a trace of a queer culture that had not yet become polite, institutional, and safe.
April 24, 2026

A Manual for Disappearing

The Masturbator’s Heart speaks of death calmly, almost matter-of-factly, as something simply pencilled into the schedule.
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